---political correctness of the highest order---
Monday, November 01, 2004
aiya fuck off la...
questions..questions..queries..unknowns...variables...what the fuck...
exam prep has taken its toll on me...not that i haven't been thru this before..but this gut feeling that i'm feeling isn't good...and i've never felt this unprepared for any exam before...
perhaps i've been too distracted lately with all the auctioning stuff...acculmulated a substantial trove of rarities at the expense of preparing...worth it? i still think so...but the consequences are pretty fucked up..
can i afford to fail? sure...who can't...its not as if i've got a 100k bounty on my head if i dun graduate in time...and i've got 2 more full sems to clear everything...no biggie...
motivation non existent right now...i'm barely doing enough to even pass...mind keeps wandering..to stuff that's immaterial/intangible..dun even know what the hell i'm thinking about...probably the urge to try all the new rarities i've acquired..
poor deardear...she's prob the one suffering the most from all this...
exam prep => less time for her => less time for anything else..
best of all i'm not really studying all the time...dunno wad the fuck is wrong with me..just can't focus and concentrate on studying...seriously...FUCK THE EXAMs!
GOT SOMETHING TO SAY??
-e|even¹¹-
exam prep has taken its toll on me...not that i haven't been thru this before..but this gut feeling that i'm feeling isn't good...and i've never felt this unprepared for any exam before...
perhaps i've been too distracted lately with all the auctioning stuff...acculmulated a substantial trove of rarities at the expense of preparing...worth it? i still think so...but the consequences are pretty fucked up..
can i afford to fail? sure...who can't...its not as if i've got a 100k bounty on my head if i dun graduate in time...and i've got 2 more full sems to clear everything...no biggie...
motivation non existent right now...i'm barely doing enough to even pass...mind keeps wandering..to stuff that's immaterial/intangible..dun even know what the hell i'm thinking about...probably the urge to try all the new rarities i've acquired..
poor deardear...she's prob the one suffering the most from all this...
exam prep => less time for her => less time for anything else..
best of all i'm not really studying all the time...dunno wad the fuck is wrong with me..just can't focus and concentrate on studying...seriously...FUCK THE EXAMs!
GOT SOMETHING TO SAY??
-e|even¹¹-
